Lets go back a few weeks, in fact lets go back a few months. Last
year even. What did you see? What was it that you were asking for and what were
the things that you committed to memory and added to your prayers. Lets hang
out here for a while, and just think. Its okay to smile, I know I am. I don't
know about you but I had high hopes and big dreams. I wanted to launch this blog/brand
and I wanted to move up in my career. I wasn't sure if that meant changing jobs,
quitting my current job (cause yall know we love some pressure) or sticking with
my job and fighting for the pay and position that I knew I deserved. I wasn’t to clear on the how, while the
“what” was staring me in my face. I
also wanted a beautiful love story that entailed countless dates (kinda tough with
the six feet rule) and remain celibate (excellent for the new six feet rule)
throughout the span of dating. I had another goal of buying a condo and to
travel, again, anything that required me to leave my home seemed difficult.
Well, difficult when looking at my prayers and the state of the nation. The
thought of letting go of my prayers hurt a little more, because before I submit
a prayer, I believe in it!
Now what? I know that's what you are thinking. What do we do with all those bottled up tears
from sacrifices over the years, the late night prayers that we mumbled so no
one could hear? The visions that we kept to ourselves to ensure that the little
bit of faith we had couldn’t be
tainted. This may be completely contrary to popular belief and what the world may
have to offer, but I suggest we stay in that prayer. We stay where our mental
and emotional well being was and is thriving. We continue to allow the vision
to grow, and build upon what have already seen. We continue to pray, and pray for
what your heart truly desires because it will manifest. Its not going to look
like what you expect but isn't that the fun part?
Its clear that things will never be the same and our new
normal is not an easy pill to swallow, but we still have work to do. We do it
when its tough, we do it when we can't see our way out of it and if we don't, who
will?
Stay in your prayer and know that this too shall pass.
Sincerely,
Shameless
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